My Dad is here. Right now. Wearing his cool stripe train overalls and painting over Zanes orange walls to make the baby room lovely and girly
I have a crib. And im a big fan of it.
My weird blood sugar- low iron-low blood pressure-crazy thryroid problems are a bit under control and I feel like im not dying.
After baby I can sleep on my stomach, not have heartburn, not pee every 30 minutes, and have a wardrobe that involves more then 5 shirts (most of which are now sporting the tiny holes because my giant belly rubs against everything)
Baby has a maybe most likely name and im ok with it even though I dont LOVE it. Its true- you dont always get what you want. So her name will NOT be Harper or Indie. Sad sad sad.
Heres some things I am stressed out about
Zane is not potty trained and doesnt care and doesnt want to be. I have always promised myself I would never self inflict the torture of having more then one kid in diapers. Im praying for a miracle to happen in the next 37 days.
I miss Brody every day he is at school, However, he loves it and is doing super great- But I cannot tell you how wonderful it is to have just me and Zane during those school hours. Its our time. We do fun fun things and play and have this amazing one on one bonding time, and thats getting taken away from him and me. Do I feel guilty? Yep. Of course he will be fine I know but it really has been precious time and I wish it were lasting a bit longer.
Also stressing about birth in general. I thought Its been long enough that I wouldnt remember, But I do. And I have easy births, but holy smokes its still just awful right!? Ahh.
Stressing that baby is still breech and not getting into position. C'mon lil one! TURN! I dont want a C section!
Ok thats all. No pictures at all related to this.
Happy weekend.
Pretty exctied to have a little person again. They are just cute
Just a random pic of Brody and a chicken. Do I want to be a farmer? Yes
Don't stress too much! Things will fall into place at the right moment. Sorry about the name thing, maybe his mind will change when he sees her. Glad your Dad is here. Let me know if you need anything.
ReplyDeleteSo....what IS the decided name? I can NOT believe it is just over a month away! That was a fast pregnancy...for ME :) One on one time is hard to come by with 3 kids. Gary and I decided we're going to start date nights with the kids. It's not one on one every day, but it's better than nothing. And I can NOT wait for you to have a baby GIRL!! She will have Dev wrapped around her finger in NO time :)
ReplyDeleteDad in the train overalls=awesome! You have to post pics of the room when it's all done. I keep saying to Logan that Zaners is going to have his world rocked when this little girl comes :) At least you got some one-on-one time in! Crossing my fingers that he magically wants to be done with diapers asap!
ReplyDeleteBaaa! You are so close!! I can't believe how fast it has gone. I just remember you finding it out that it was a girl like yesterday... I hope you are feeling lots better. Good luck with the last month. Can I be totally jealous? Cause I am!!
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